The Diary of a Fearless Girl Wannabe

Vet Duties

Tue, 21 May 2013 02:57:54 -0400

Woke up early today because it’s the puppies’ deworming session. I asked dad to borrow weighing scale because we’ll be needing it to know how much dewormer each puppy needs.

Two weeks ago, we went to UP Veterinary Hospital for the first deworming of the puppies. The doctor advised us to just buy the dewormer then she’ll just teach me how to do it. Just in case you do not know, puppies should be dewormed every 2 weeks from the day they were born until their 8th week. The ratio is 1:1 where 1 ml of the dewormer for every one kilogram of the puppy.

We bought this in the hospital for only 350 pesos. The doctor is so nice for teaching me for free! We paid an extra 150 for the hospital record so we only paid a total of 500 pesos.

My baby loves posing in front of the camera like me. :)

This is my fave picture ever! *gigil*

My patients got bored waiting for me so there, they fell asleep. :)

And the most pasaway puppy goes toooo her!

Little Miss Vet is on duty! I’m so happy to be doing these things even if I haven’t finished studying. I really can’t wait to graduate.

Please bare with my pambahay look plus the make-up-less-face. Teehee. I’m pale.

This baby loves me so much. She won’t stop kissing me while I take pictures. :”)

It's All About Check

Sun, 19 May 2013 10:42:00 -0400

I had a super quick shoot with my cousin before we leave for the mall this afternoon. We were in a hurry so the photos I’ll be posting are not so nice shots, please bear with those. :)

I really love this lace skirt I got from a thrift store. I saw it and then I just had to buy it.

I did my best not to look haggard despite the weather!

I didn’t get to put accessories because I’m such a lazy person to bring stuff like those with me anywhere I go. I’ve been staying in my grandpa’s house so as long as I have my watch with me, I’m good to go. Yes, I could go out of the house without wearing any accessories but a wrist watch. (No photo of my watch because I forgot about it. But I’m wearing a Tissot watch. :)

I don’t really know who owns this top but I believe my mom or aunts own them when they were still in my size. (Peace out mommies!) In short, it’s a hand me down top which I just found in my closet.

I’m such a fan of black and white outfits plus a shoes that would stand out. And I think this check vans that my aunt gave me would be a great catch. Hihi.

Top: Hangten | Skirt: Thrifted | Shoes: Vans | Watch: Tissot

Feel Fab with So! Fab

Thu, 16 May 2013 01:07:00 -0400

Guess what’s up for the month of May.. So! Fab’s New Collection!

I myself have always been a fan of So! Fab since the brand was introduced. In fact, I got my favorite pair of wedges from their Shangri-la branch. For me, their designs are to die for. (hihi)

For the month of May, their designs are more on black, metallic and nude colors plus the studs, spikes and stones. Aren’t you excited too see ‘em?! Here are my personal favorite pairs.

Sofi P1299

Poeny/Phlox/Clarkia P1299 | Perfect for school gals!

Ida P899 | Loafers are forever!

Tabor P1499

Toni P899

Wasie P899/ Billie P799 | Metallic Lovin’

Maryrose P1299 (black) / Whoopi P999 (gold)

Julie P899 | See?! I told you spikes and studs! :)

Julianna P999 | And studs again!

Lina/Nancy P999 | Out of everything that I posted above, these are my most favorite pairs!

So! Fab is really my personal favorite brand as it is so affordable and just so stylish. Love these pairs? Go get yours from the nearest branch now! I’m flying to Shang already, hihi. Aaaaand, don’t forget to check out their facebook account for more photos of May collection. :)

Photo credits to So! Fab’s Facebook account.

Happy Mother’s Day to all the moms out there! :)...

Sun, 12 May 2013 06:24:46 -0400

Happy Mother’s Day to all the moms out there! :) #tumblrphoto

Super Mom

Sat, 11 May 2013 23:41:25 -0400

I’ll be taking a break from all the outfit and anything-I’ve-thought posts and just acknowledge the person who have been there for me no matter what, my Super Mom.

It has been almost a year since the last time I’ve hugged and kissed her. It was really hard for me since I really depend on her. But she had to leave for me and our future.

She has been so supportive of me even if I disappoint her sometimes. I always try my best to make her proud because it’s the least that I could do. I even remember her pushing me to join the Flores de Mayo or activities in school (I hate those). Even if we used to fight almost everyday when she’s still here in the Philippines (‘cause she’s really really makulit), a day won’t last that we won’t talk. I miss her like hell. And I can’t wait ‘til she comes home for my 18th birthday. God knows how much I love her and I also wanted what’s best for her.

To my best friend, sister, bed buddy, nurse, doctor, super hero, my Nanay.. Happy Mother’s Day! I thank you for all the sacrifices you’re doing for me. Thank you for not giving up for me. Sorry for being pasaway. I may not be showy when it comes to things like this, but I want you to know how happy and proud I am to be your daughter. I love you Nay! And I miss you soooooo much! ;* 5 more months! :)

Hey there. Just a quick question. Where'd you get the cool outfits?? They look really nice. :)

Sat, 11 May 2013 07:49:43 -0400

Heyaa. I don’t know when this question was posted, I just checked the messages now. (no notifs. huhu) Anyways, I just mix and match my clothes for the outfits. Thanks and sorry if late! ;)

Boy at Heart

Sat, 11 May 2013 07:35:00 -0400

I had this random shoot with momma before leaving for some errands. I went home this morning and stayed for six hours just to wait for the meds that my grandpa needs since he’s sick right now. I wore something comfortable since I’ll also be walking around. . I went to the wet market before I go back to grandpa’s house to buy food for dinner. It’s actually my first time. I bought fish, veggies and coconut milk. My achievement for today: I LEARNED TO DIFFERENTIATE MUSTASA FROM PECHAY. Hihi. (They look the same for me eh)

I have this thing for loose tops/boy shirts ‘cause I also am a boy (hence the title, boy at heart). Maybe it really is not obvious because of the girly outfits and all, but I used to be boyish when I was a kid. I even remember playing marbles and texts (those small cards with cartoon/anime characters) with my playmates before.

Momma quite had fun taking pictures so there, pose galore. Lol. If you’ll be staring at the photos above, you’ll notice that they’re dull. Yes, dull. I lack the facial expression plus the eyes are say nothing. Sometimes, it’s fun criticizing yourself, I swear. HAHA

12. This shirt is special to me. It isn’t just a random shirt I got from the closet and wear. This shirt has been my favorite since I got it. It’s what I call “dugo at pawis” shirt. I’ll explain next time.

This photo could have been a good one. *insert regretful face here*

Top: Gift | Shorts: Forever 21 | Footwear: Havaianas | Watch: Swatch

Werrk Out

Tue, 07 May 2013 05:57:00 -0400

I’ve been working out for the past two weeks, trying to get rid of the fats I earned from a stressful school year. I’m a certified stress eater and no one could really stop me from eating when I’m stressed. So before another school year starts, I’m gonna kick these fats out of my body.

I went out early yesterday to jog with moi bestfriend and our friend Ino. I don’t usually jog in the campus though, but it really is a good place. It’s way too different from my secret place where I usually jog because only my grandpa and I go there to jog. It’s more peaceful and private!

After few rounds, the rain started falling and we didn’t want to be sick so we stopped. We were too tamad to do more rounds after the rain so we headed to 7 eleven to buy a drink.

Yesterday was even more fun because of the nature vibe it gives!

It’s funny how I sound like I don’t always see this place. Maybe I just missed UPLB. Hahaha! Haven’t been there since I finished all my requirements. Anywayss, the grades were out already. I’m happy I didn’t fail anything! I thank God for helping me survive my first year and my ever so loyal enemy- Stat 1! :)))

For le jogging outfit:

Top: Kappa
Shorts: High School jersey
Shoes: Adidas All Star

Summer Bummer No more

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 22:16:00 -0400

My cousins and I planned to go on a swim last Monday. We went to Villa Benelverde (the name is really confusing so we called it Villa Blablabla). It’s a resort near my grandparents house and it’s in the bundok so it’s really peaceful. The vibe of the resort is some kind of a rest house + the pool. Although it isn’t finished yet since the shower area is still under construction, we used the shower inside the room/mini house instead. The pictures will explain the rest.

I wore a one piece leopard print swimsuit with a black surf shorts that my dad gave me. Excuse my not-so-summer-ready-body. I started working out this week since I heard that we’re going to the beach! Hihi. I’m trying to lessen meat and go on veggies and fish. I’m having a really hard time though. I love to eat and it’s a sacrifice for me not to take too much sweets. :( Anyways, I’ll post a before and after photo if I get to have my small tummy back again. :)

Random

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 01:54:54 -0400

It has been weeks since I posted the failed dream thingy and I just feel like I have to update you guys about my situation as of now. After days of thinking and stuff, I felt like I could go on my journey soon. I’m still getting ready though. But I’m happy with where I am right now. Things are getting better since then and I can’t wait til it get even better-er. (Hahaha) I’ve learned a lot from different people and from my experiences too. And I think all those lessons are being applied already. School has been too heavy for me though (as in HEAVYYYY). I honestly feel like it’s getting even heavier each semester. But I won’t stop fighting! I swear, I won’t. I’m not the kind of person who would just give up. I will continue fighting til I reach the point that I win all life’s battle. I wish I could make this post longer, but I only have 10 minutes for this then I’ll be off to school to fix some things. God bless guys! :)

I wish I could play with you right now. #Stat

Wed, 03 Apr 2013 03:16:01 -0400

I wish I could play with you right now. #Stat

Waking up every morning, feeling as bullshit as ever.

Wed, 27 Mar 2013 20:46:19 -0400

A Tale of a Failed Dreamer

Sat, 23 Mar 2013 21:27:00 -0400

Just as much as I wanted not to write about it, I just have to. I haven’t posted anything here because I’ve been so lazy to do so and school has been too hard for me. I am damaged. Damaged not only because my heart is not in a good condition right now but also my brain won’t stop bugging me. From the past few weeks I have been thinking of it. The thing that made me so much happy and now, I’m paying back all the happiness with all these bullshits. I lost everything for myself. And now I’m trying my best to take it all back. It wasn’t that easy to decide on this thing, especially when you feel that there are chances. But for now, it isn’t right. Or maybe, it’s just not meant to be. God knows that I’ve worked hard for this because I asked him for this. But I’m learning my lessons. Not everything that you wish for are the things you really need. Maybe there are times that I felt like I really need it. But actually, I don’t. God gave this to me because I have to learn things. It took months for me to realize it. If I didn’t experience all the bullshits, I would’ve not learned. There are parts of me who thank those pain that it gave me and continuously giving me. But a bigger part is for myself. If I continue this, I will be more damaged. I can’t depend on everything I’ve heard because it has never been acted. Or maybe not acted enough. I cannot change the decision for I don’t really change big decisions; what I said is done just as much as how I have been damaged. I have thoughts that maybe I deserve this. I deserve to be fooled, I guess. I’m pulling myself up from all the downs that I got. I can’t believe that a 17 year old college girl would experience these thing. I’ve always dreamed of sleeping then when I wake up, I will be younger. I will go back to little Harrieth ten or even 15 years ago. When no one thinks of the wrong petty things I’ve done; who everyone loves for she is a nice girl; who dreams on having simple things and those things would make her happy. I am a dreamer. And I think everyone is. But I failed on this journey. I failed, maybe because I was too eager to get there, not realizing that there are right time for right things. Or maybe, she went through a wrong track. Despite all these, she will stand up, grow a little more and soon, she’ll try to go on this journey again. This time, she will be more careful on choosing the right roads to get there.

Gerry’s Grill for lunch. Much needed day out....

Sat, 23 Mar 2013 02:25:45 -0400

Gerry’s Grill for lunch. Much needed day out. #bahalanaacads

Artista Boutique Photoshoot

Sun, 10 Mar 2013 06:00:34 -0400

I was checking on my drafts when I saw these pictures. I can’t remember why I wasn’t able to post this and I don’t think it’s too late to post this!

So I modeled for Artista Los Banos last February for their Valentine issue. Although it’s really tiring to change clothes and pose for the camera, it was a fun experience. The owners Ate Val and Ate Kitin are so nice and pretty. I can’t wait for more shoots. Don’t forget to check on their Facebook page: Artista Boutique. I swear, they have really nice clothes and accessories there.

Bun or not? Hihi. #tgif #ootd #fotd

Fri, 08 Mar 2013 23:19:17 -0500

Bun or not? Hihi. #tgif #ootd #fotd

Hardwork’s gonna pay off soon! Papayat ba ulit akoooo. :D

Tue, 05 Mar 2013 04:44:32 -0500

Hardwork’s gonna pay off soon! Papayat ba ulit akoooo. :D

Well hello there braso. :)) 😔

Sun, 03 Mar 2013 18:58:38 -0500

Well hello there braso. :)) 😔

Denim 101

Thu, 28 Feb 2013 22:35:37 -0500

So here’s what I wore yesterday for my always been lazy Thursday. I love dressing up on Thursdays because I only have 3 classes though I also have PE class so I have to wear rubber shoes or sneakers and a comfy shorts or pants because we’ll be dancing a lot.

For my outfit not to look like much of a pambahay with the floral short and black tank top, I wore this denim top. I’ve always wanted to wear this denim top in school but the LB weather is just so bipolar. It would be sunny in the morning then heavy rain would fall in the afternoon. It would be so hard for me to wear this on sunny days because the denim cloth is too thick. Luckily, yesterday was really a hot day but I stayed in the airconditioned rooms almost the whole day.

I’ve always wanted to DIY this top too but I don’t really trust my creative ability. I have ideas in mind but I can’t even draw it. I tried DIY-ing an old shirt before but I ended up throwing everything ‘cause it didn’t look like what I wanted it to look be. *sigh*

Can I just say? I so love my new bag! I know that aztec is mainstream, but I’m really in love with it. <3

I met up with my bestfriend just to shoot this for like 10 minutes only because she has other commitments and I have to go home because it’s my grandma’s birthday. So yeah, I’m so happy because we only have 10-20 shots but the pictures are nice! #happykid

Hype this look here! :)

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